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Sunday, July 30, 2006
2:44PM
Okay. Hi. I hope you're all doing well.
I have been making a lot of entries lately, I've made one or two this summer. So here's a quick update:
I haven't been doing a lot, I can't find a job, which sucks. I've been hanging out with people, good times. Katherine, Lauren and Lisel taught me "how to be social"... I haven't seen a lot of people from school, bummer, I guess. A lot of people are busy or went away for and extended period of time. So I've just been taking pictures and enjoying myself. If you want to see my pictures they are on Flickr. Flickr.com/photos/L1am
That is a one substituted for the "i" in my name.
Okay, bye now, bdsp.
<3 Liam
Current mood:  bored Current music: Fast Money by Lupe Fiasco
Thursday, July 20, 2006
I'm pretty fucking sick of Israel. They are such pussies, I don't care if you're Jewish or not, you have to admit those guys are some hypocritical motherfuckers.
So, my dear Israel, there are a few things I'd like to know:
For a people that bitch about the atrocities of the Holocaust, why is it that your actions bare such a stunning resemblance to that of Hitler's Nazi Army?
Its a fair question really, think about it, you kill people for no good reason. But so do they right? Ahh, but they don't bulldoze homes and participate in the creation of mass graves, unfortunately... Perhaps you could look to your Nazi counter parts to decide how to best dispose of large amounts of bodies.
What are you fighting for again?
The Biblical promised land, so, this is another fucking Jihad? I know I know, you prefer I don't call it that, but seriously thats what it is. Ever considered the fact that this land really doesn't belong to you? Usually when you lose something for 3000 years the "finders keepers" clause applies.
I know its not ALL your fault, the British promised you a homeland at the end of The War. So why the hell are you running to America for support? Go to the fuckin' Queen! Call Tony Blair!
Why do Americans allow you to continue to fight for this land? Why don't they just take you out?
I DON'T KNOW! Honestly, I don't understand American foreign policy with regard to Israel. If we want to talk about moronic and hypocritical, this is the place to look. "We promote freedom and democracy! All people should have basic human rights! Oh, hey look! Its Ariel Scharone, let's give him some money and our support!" WHAT THE FUCK?! Why the hell would you do that? Are the Palestinians not people? Does the whole, 2/3s of a person thing apply here too? Clearly the opressed people are the Palestinians, why do we have to fight to keep them oppressed? Who the hell knows.
I'm really sick of the Middle East, I'm really sick of Israel and I've got a remedy for the whole problem. Back up the Palestinians. DUH. If they win it pretty much ends the whole problem, the Israelis don't have balls or the will to mount guerilla attacks against an organized government.
On a lighter note, the United States has lost eleven nuclear bombs in accidents and never recovered them. America also has a stockpile of 5,735 active nuclear weapons, anybody thinking what I'm thinking?
BDSP
<3 Liam
Current mood:  Sexy Current music: Touch the Sky by Kanye West (feat. Lupe Fiasco)
Monday, July 17, 2006
Hello everyone,
Its been a long time, the end of Junior year was a little rough, but you can't win 'em all. Anyway, I passed my Junior year with ZERO failed classes...I know, quite the accomplishment. Everyone tells me I can do better, I tend to believe them, its just I already know, so why do I have to prove it? College.
I got my schedule for Senior year, and because you're all dying to know, here it is:
Semester 1
Homeroom 510 (0bviously)
1. 3 5 7 PE/Health (Staff)
2. College Math II (Morrissette)
3. Creative Writing (Pickford)
4. Physiology/Anatomy (Parker)
5. International Studies (Varone) For those of you who don't know, that is Zesty.
6. AP English (Schoppel)
7. 1 3 5 Resource (Marsella)
Semester 2
Homeroom 510 (Duh)
1. Music History (Mitnik)
2. College Math II
3. Jazz History (Hughes)
4. Anatomy/Physiology
5. American Government (Mezzanotte)
6. AP English
7. 2 4 6 PE/Health
7. 1 3 5 Resource
Now I really need to start thinking about Senior Project and so far I have one pretty legitimate idea. I'm thinking about making a documentary. I know a lot of people do, but they do it on school, or Providence, or something lame. I really want to do mine at the RI Training School, my Dad says he can get me in, and I think it would be a good opportunity. What do y'all think?
Summer has been going pretty well, still looking for a job, I applied at the new Subway and the new Brooks in Riverside the other day, and I'm applying at Shaw's soon.
Until Next Time
BDSP
<3 Liam
Current mood:  good Current music: Keepin' It Raw by C-Rayz Walz feat. Immortal Technique
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Ali Melton brings a lot of joy to my life on a daily basis, mostly because she is black. She is from Africa, but she doesn't have AIDs, which is just an added bonus. Anyway, we hang out a bunch and everyday she has something uplifting too say. She's never negative and never tears people down with her words. Everyday she's super happy and brings her warmth with her wherever she goes. Its unfortunate that we don't have any classes together. We don't have any classes because she is so smart. It's always a pleasure talking to her because her overall wonderful attitude and ability to admit that she might be wrong in an arguement makes communication very easy. The only fault that I can see in her is the fact that she is going to pay a lot of meoney to see Ben Harper perform live... So if you haven't met her, you probably should. Unless you suck really hard, but even then, she could make you better!
Until Next Time
BDSP
<3 Liam
Current music: Murda (We don't believe you) by Fabolous
Saturday, April 15, 2006
Okay, so my Grandfahter is here visiting, sleeping in my room. Yeah, bummer, but he came with like 3 bottles of cranberry juice. I love cranberry juice with a firey passion. Needless to say, I've been drinking quite a lot of it lately, it's good for you. Not that I particularly care about that, it tastes delicious. The Migs dilute theirs with soda, not me, I take mine straight up, on the rocks sometimes. Ali came over last night and we watched the Game Show Network, went to Panera, and said how we missed the Migs, pretty sweet. SAT tutoring today, I am going to Borders before, to get a book, OBVI! That is at like 12, so like, I'll go to Borders at 11, I should leave soon. Love ya.
Until next time,
bdsp
<3 Liam
Current mood:  listless Current music: Keasbey Nights by Catch 22
Friday, April 14, 2006
Wednesday, April 5, 2006
Fuck April showers. This shit is ridiculous. I thought April was like spring or something? Oh wait, that's March. Heads up ya'll this isn't global warming. Maybe God's alarm clock didn't go off or something, an Angel forgot to wake him up and now we are suffering from prolonged cold rain. Heh, I'd hate to be that Angel, can you imagine the smiting he's going to recieve. I can, I see blood, broken wings, and other Angels trying to figure out what to do with the extra halo. Does Jesus have a halo? Maybe they'll give it to him, who knows? I bet Angels make fun of God when he's not looking too. He probably works them pretty hard. "You, go to Africa and uhhh, I don't know do a damn miracle, and not a shitty one like last time, you hear me? You'll end up like Gabriel when he forgot to wake me up!" If I were an Angel, I'd ask if I could chill with Satan, because he would obviously let me play with fire all day, and laugh at people when they get burned by my fire. I would say, "Hey BIG G-UNIT, I want to play with the Devil, show him who's who in hell." Once I got out though, psssht, I'd be like, "Hey Satan man, God is being a penis, are you surprised, yeah, me neither. Anyway, I was thinking I could kick it with you for a couple days, I can just sleep on the couch." So we'd crack open a few beers, watch the Red Sox games, light the Red Sox player's hair on fire, send a demon out to possess a fan, all that good stuff. And then I'd go back to Heaven and tell all the other Angels about what a cool guy Satan is and how he is just misunderstood because our boss is a wennie. They'd all be jealous, and we'd want to rebel, but we would be too afraid to end up like poor poor Gabriel. So we'd just work like we worked for Microsoft or something and sit around all day talking about how much we hate Bill Gates. Anyway, this weather sucks, where is spring?! WAKE UP GOD!
Until next time,
bdsp
<3 Liam
Current mood:  cold Current music: Supahero by Aceyalone and RJD2
Thursday, March 16, 2006
A small explanation:
I went to this website (I got it off Sean W.'s facebook) http://www.drdino.com/. So its a weird Christian cultish site about how evolution is wrong. Then I see, Instant Message your question, and this is what you get:
LiamKSavage: Hello, I have a question today.
LiamKSavage: hello?
Dr Dino Live: ok go ahead
Dr Dino Live: :-)
LiamKSavage: hi, thanks
LiamKSavage: how does it work, with the flood and all, did know take the dinosaurs? did they drown?
LiamKSavage: well, that was informative...
Dr Dino Live: are you listening into the broadcast ?
LiamKSavage: no, my speakers are busted, a bullet ricocheted and hit them, i was lucky it didnt hit me
Dr Dino Live: ha ha thats pretty funny
LiamKSavage: hey man, im not joking
Dr Dino Live: what were you doing shooting guns in your room
Dr Dino Live: I believe yoiu
LiamKSavage: i wasnt shooting guns in my living room, hah, oh i see what youre thinking
LiamKSavage: it came through the window, it was a stray
Dr Dino Live: ok well we are going to answer your question on the broadcast. You can give us a call at 877 479 3466
Dr Dino Live: ext 136
Dr Dino Live: sometimes it is busy so keep trying
LiamKSavage: okay, thanks
Dr Dino Live: your welcome. Sorry to hard to instant message his answer back to you
Dr Dino Live: you can get alot of info at www.drdino.com
LiamKSavage: yeah, i was just there, its intriguing
LiamKSavage: is "his answer" gods answer?
Dr Dino Live: great :-)
Dr Dino Live: ?
Dr Dino Live: not sure what you mean
Dr Dino Live: go to articles
LiamKSavage: you said it was hard to IM his answer
LiamKSavage: do you mean God's answer?
Dr Dino Live: oh i got it . i meant his answer but that would have been funny.
LiamKSavage: haha, oh, the radio show host?
Dr Dino Live: yes
Dr Dino Live: Dr Hovind
Dr Dino Live: this is not Dr Hovind . Im robert
Dr Dino Live: alright program is over please write in or call in again.
LiamKSavage: okay, thanks for your help, yay truth!
Dr Dino Live: your welcome
Current mood: chipper Current music: Blue Train by John Coltrane
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Helllllllllo,
College searching is fun and it has yielded some interesting alternatives to the traditional college experience. Here are a few of my favorites:
1. Attending an internet college
~~~Okay, this is great on so many levels. Think about it, getting into internet courses/colleges is really easy. Places like Harvard offer them. How impressive is this? Some moron bugging you: Where are you going to school?
You: Harvard
Some moron bugging you: Oh wow, that is impressive
You: I know, it's really cheap for me too, that's how bad they
wanted me there.
Some moron bugging you: (Stands stunned, obviously thinking that he was smarter than you in highschool, and he bitterly remembers his rejection letter from Harvard)
You: (Go ultra Harvard on his ass, pop your color turn on your heel and walk away.)
2. Not going and being a Hustlah
~~~This is pretty cheap, infact, this pays for itself as long as you don't get high off your own supply. When you come back to your home town, why I am not sure, when people ask you what you've been doing you can say; Pimpin ho's an' pushin' La, and you'll be serious. To show that you really are serious, when they give an uncomfortable laugh and try to walk away, you can cock a nine in their face.
3. Not going and getting Hustled.
~~~This just sounds bad to the close minded. Being an addict is a perfectly acceptable and normal life. It's like being a buddhist, you just can't give up that last material thing that would bring you into enlightenment. So you chill in doorways and light garbage barrels on fire to keep warm in the winter. I already chill in doorways, and Alex and I tried to light a trash can on fire at the Middle School once. So I'm already pretty experienced at this one.
4. Going to college in a place that you can't speak the language and just show up for classes and ask loads of questions in English.
~~~This one is fuckin patriotic. Everyone thinks American's are stupid, arrogant and don't care? Hear is your chance to prove it. Obviously the only thing you'll wear will be clothing that looks like the American flag, and you'll definetly rock the hideous American flag bandanna.
5. This is the last option so far, Trade School.
~~~N.E. Tech, anyone want to hit that? No? Me neither.
Until Next Time,
bdsp
Liam
Heartz
Current mood:  crazy Current music: Caught Halo by Jen Wood
Thursday, March 9, 2006
HI
(I meant to say this a while ago, but you know how it is...)
I think it is safe to say that people who wear winter hats with brims suck. Those hats are retarded, why do people wear them? This is worse than the Ashton Kutcher trucker hat craze. Everyone knows that was stupid and they have since corrected their ways and dressed less offensively. My fear of the brimmed winter hat is that the snowboarder's/skateboarder's stubborn attitude will keep this monstrosity around until I just have to shoot anyone who is wearing one in the head.
On to more current and relevant thoughts. I recieved my official license of awesomness in the mail the other day. The license basically makes everyone worship me, but people already do, so I guess it wasn't really necessary. I can use it just incase someone challenges my awesomeness, it has only happened once, SEAN W. DEVINEY. Safe to say, he lost, he was a Republican and a Texas Rangers fan. He deleted me off his facebook, but that's okay, I'll give ya'll the link and you can call him out on his non-awesomeness. http://hs.facebook.com/profile.php?id=1487190158. As you can see, he is amazingly popular and people just can't get their comments in fast enough. He deleted all my comments, like it's his fucking page or something. What a dick...
P.S.
Read his whole page, it is very amusing.
Until Next Time,
bdsp
<3
Current mood:  bouncy Current music: The Green Green Grass of Home by Tom Jones
Friday, March 3, 2006
Today was a really weird, almost surreal day. I don't even know why, nothing happened, I just didn't feel like me. That is a terrible feeling, not being you. Obviously you still are you but you can't put your finger on what is wrong and you can't seem to stop feeling different. It's not even a bad feeling, I didn't feel sad or nervous, I just felt different. You know?
I don't know about you, but I am pretty sick of people who suck. They are the worst thing ever, shitty people are like having to eat your own dog, alive, for breakfast, disgusting. In my mind people who are shitty are the arrogant people. The people who really do think they know everything, those are the kind of people I wish I had a flame thrower to use on. It's not fair of me to assume that all arrogant people suck, but I am going to anyway. I mean, think about it, is there really an arrogant person you like? Is it something you look for in a friend? "Oh he's/she's not arrogant enough for me, we can't possibly be friends." If you do say things like that, maybe you should re-evaluate your entire fucking life and get tested for mental retardation because you're a fucking idiot.
Until next time...
bdsp
Heartz
Current mood:  thirsty Current music: Dance Till' Morning by The Brazilian Girls
Wednesday, March 1, 2006
Yep Yep Yep.
Okay, so, driving home from Kenpo tonight after delivering a thorough beatdown to my sensei, we get on the highway. Obviously we are listening to Juanes, because thats what you do when you're in the car, on the highway, coming back from Warwick. Anyway we get to exit 7, obviously, typical dumbass drivers are swirling around us in every direction. We traveled up the ramp and as we get to the top and go towards Barrington/East Providence, this girl just slams on her breaks. So I'm thinking to myself, WHAT THE FUCK?! but I didn't say that, I just said, wow. So my Mom goes around her and passes her. Sure enough another 300 yards up the road, who's riding our tail? You guessed it, dumbass girl in a gold mitsubishi. They go to pass us and her boyfriend is hanging out the window, and when I say hanging I mean like half his body out of the window, and he's giving us the finger. So mine goes up out of instinct, but, thinking quickly, I one up him and put up both my fingers. My mom turns and sees this and yells "LIAM, put your fingers down!!!" I just think this is funny and so I get yelled at. I am told that "he could have a gun and you never know maybe he is on crack and he'll just whip it out and shoot us." So bad goes to worse because she said "whip it out" and now I just can't stop lauging. The situation didn't really escalate my Mom was just like "Shutup and stop being a smartass!" So I settled down my laugh into a giggle and we pulled into the driveway, now Jovanotti is rocking the car with Seranata Rap and I insist on turning it all the way up and sitting in the car until the song is over. My Mom just gets out all aggravated and slams the door, again I find this amusing because, while I am acting like a mature 11th grade gangsta, she is acting like a 3rd grade pussy school girl. Yeah, story of my life, so I went inside, began my homework and started writing...
Until next time...
bdsp
<3 Liam
Current mood:  creative Current music: Fotografia by Juanes
Thursday, February 23, 2006
Hi,
I am almost done with Drivers Ed., I have 6 more hours tomorrow, and then I can get my permit! I don't want to pay insurance, that shit is expensive, as I learned in session 12 of Drivers Ed. today. Seriously, the amount of money I am going to spend insurance, could support my increasingly intense Heroin addiction.
In general break has been pretty shitty, I haven't really done much/anything. Last night I was so bored and Liz Mig sent me this link to play that game where you have a red square and you have to avoid the other shapes bouncing around in the box. If you saw it you'd know what I mean. I played that for a long time, condsidering I rarely play games online, it was a very long time. I got 21.995 seconds. It's harder than it sounds...
I might watch a movie with Sam C tonight, Izo I think it's called. It is about this guy who get crucified by a Shogun and during the crucifixion he gets brought forward in time to modern Japan. Obviously from there, he starts kicking major ass, and unleashing hell on the descendants of this Shogun. Sounds like it'll be a quality film to me.
Oh! I accomplised two more Wonderword puzzles today in Drivers Ed. (I am sure my parents are happy their money is being used so effectively) and I started a new story. Maybe I'll put up the story when I finish it, maybe I won't because it might be shitty and I might hate it. I know you doubt that I could do anything that might suck, but it is possible, I am human (pretty much).
Until next time,
bdsp
<3 Liam
Current mood:  indescribable Current music: Problematic by ALL
Monday, February 20, 2006
I am taking Drivers Education over this vacation week. Today I had my first 6 hour session, wow, it is pretty boring, I was pretty happy to have the iPod with me. Yeah, there is not much more to say on the subject, except that from 9-3 Monday through Friday I'll be in Drivers Ed. at Labonte's.
On the subject of iParent. FUCK. In case some of y'all don't know, parents are going to get a password and a login name so that they can check grades for the classes you're in. FUCK. They get to see, not only you overall average, but your Homework average, your Test average and your Quiz average. It is stupid and I hate it, even though we don't have it yet.
I have to do a re-write of my Research Paper, because my first one sucked. I knew it but I handed it in anyway, because I was sick of it. Then Joyce/Mider told me that it was not my best effort because all of my best effort is an 'A'. So she was like, re-write it and you did this this and this wrong. So that's another stupid thing I have to do over break.
That is pretty much it
Until Next Time,
bdsp
<3 Liam
Current music: Jolene by Spring Heeled Jack
Wednesday, February 15, 2006
I the midst of my discussion about Valentines the other day, I forgot too wish you all a happy one. SO. HAPPY LATE VALENTINE'S DAY!
<3 Liam
Current mood: bouncy Current music: Angels Fall First by Nightwish
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Do you ever wonder how the way you interact with someone changes in like two days?
On the 3-nil loss at Boro. Fucking hell, that is all I have to say, Boro is the luckiest spoiler team ever, they beat Man Utd, Arsenal and Liverpool, but they can't pull out a win against Wigan Atl? It was Chelsea's fault, but I don't want to admit it.
Yo, like mad college mail coming in, I look at it, but I am pretty convinced that college is for retards and that being a heroin addict is the way to go.
Apparently people are thinking about Junior Prom already, yeah, I know, ridiculous. Of course the fact that other people are thinking about it made me realize that I have know idea who to ask. Cross that bridge when we come to it I suppose...That is confusing because it is possible that I have already arrived at this metaphorical bridge.
My parents car broke down, so they aren't coming home until who knows when. My Dad said it wouldn't start, I am pretty sure my family is retarded because this has happened like 3 times in the passed two weeks.
Until Next Time,
bdsp
<3 Liam
Current mood: complacent Current music: Fuck You Lucy by Atmosphere
Monday, February 13, 2006
I thought I was back on track, out of my little rut. I guess the rut is more like a valley and I just got over a few little hills. I am back to feeling like shit...again. I don't know why, if I knew I'd have fixed it by now. It is just feeling down, in general, all of the time. I know, it's like, how can you be down all the time? I see you laugh and make jokes and talk to people, and you seem pretty happy. Yeah, I know, I think it is something I have learned to deal with, but I don't like dealing with it at all. I am not saying my life is hard...I am just saying. Ever feel sick in your stomach all the time, because something terrible happened? Yeah, me too, except I can't figure out what the terrible thing is. If I knew, like I said, I would have done something about it. It's less a feeling of sadness over something that happened, but more a feeling of impending doom. Not doom, like, we are all going to die doom, just something is wrong and I can't figure it out, so this has potential to end badly. That kind of doom. This mysterious feeling keeps me awake at night, literally, for hours, thinking, what is wrong? What did I do? I can't find an answer, which is something that only bothers me more, something that really scares me. I feel like if I can't figure this out, it is going to be with me for a long time, and I don't like the idea of that. I've worked passed this kind of thing before, but, I always seem to end up back around where I started, at the bottom of the hill. I am really tired of, sick of the "chemical imbalance" and sick of the things that my medicine just can't fix. I know, it is hard growing up, it is hard looking ahead and not knowing what is going to happen. It's hard not knowing what college you want to go to, what you're going to do when you get there. I am not terribly worried about that now, I have plenty of time to figure those things out. I am worried about what's wrong in my head. I know it's me, I know my life is not bad at all. I live in suburbia, I have clothes, friends, a good school and everything that makes for a stereo typical good childhood. I am just not feeling it. I am having an immense amount of trouble finding the positive amidst the negative, and I suppose that negativity is detrimental to my over all affect. I am attempting to be more positive, to do what I can to change my own situation. Until I figure it out, I think that is all I can do.
Until next time,
bdsp
<3 Liam
Current mood:  awake Current music: Fake Tales of San Francisco by The Arctic Monkeys
Saturday, February 11, 2006
11:31AM
HI!
It happens to be Saturday morning, it is supposed to snow quite a bit tonight. I <3 snow, but I don't <3 shoveling. So I guess shoveling is a necessary evil. I should make my Grandfather do it, he does nothing anyway, I'll just suggest he drive up and shovel my driveway, he's only like 86.
U.S.A. kicked Japan in the nads yesterday, by winning 3-2 in L.A. Japan had a large supporting crowd, but it's cali what do you expect? I suggest we go back to the WWII internment camps whenever Japan comes to play in the U.S.A. Anyway my boy Taylor Twellman (New England Revolution), showed he is worthy of being my favorite player with two assists and a set piece diving header goal of his own. SWEET! DaMarcus Beasley, my other favorite player, didn't play, he had obligations with his other team and, seeing as the U.S. already qualified for the World Cup, he really didn't need to be there.
I'm turning in my course selections for next year:
P.E. .5 credits
Creative Writing .5 credits
American Government .5 credits
AP English 1.00 credits
Anatomy/Physiology 1.00 credits
Jazz History .5 credits
International Studies .5 credits
College Math II .5 credits
wheeee! senior year
until next time,
bdsp
<3 Liam
Current mood: accomplished Current music: Cause of Death by Immortal Technique
Thursday, February 9, 2006
I am a cat, not a dog, don't address me as dog, address me as cat.
Now onto more important matters:
I am going to start writing stories again. I haven't been doing that lately, not because I don't want too, I just haven't thought of a good idea.
Senior Project:
No idea. Apparently this is a big deal, I can't graduate without it. So I have to think of an idea, just so I know what I want to do.
College:
Also something I need to start thinking seriously about.
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Israel:
Israel sucks, in fact all of the middle east sucks. I hope Israel loses because it is not their land.
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Until next time,
Breath Deep Seek Peace
<3 Liam
Current music: Was It You? by Spoon
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